Memories #1

Few years back, I was living apart from my family because my college in which I took my first degree was in Peninsular Malaysia.

Life was hard back then because I am still a student and I don't get enough money to support myself.
I still remember I'm travelling alone to Peninsular Malaysia by air-flight because the fare was so expensive (2k++) for 1 way flight, and Dad said he cannot afford to buy more than for me. Nevermind then. I was just fine on that time, except for the time I missed my flight from Kuala Lumpur to Kuantan. :'(

Life in campus was so easy and systematic for me, I guess. I need to attend class from Monday to Friday, starting from 8.00 to 17.00 in the afternoon. Usually, I will just sleep during the weekend, but sometimes I will hit the town whenever I found out that my beauty stuffs were almost finished. I will go to church on Sunday, once in a blue moon.

I still remember those good old days in which I will spent my weekend (Friday night to Sunday night) playing my favorite game, DOTA. haha.  When I am not in the mood of playing, I will spend my days doing another things I love. Like, drawing and painting. Here, some of the photos of my arts that I took from my Facebook page.

"The awkward abstract"

"The Dead Tree"

The Sakura

The Sunset or Sunrise. I cannot Brain

I always wish somebody would take any of these drawing from me, but nobody did and I end up throwing it away during the last day I'm in the campus.

Besides of that, I sometimes have the eager to be slim and shady. I always thought I was fat back then but when I look back at my old photos, I never been fat. Only after I start working, I became a fat ass. I  sometimes spent my evening leisure time walking around campus and took Photos. My another hobby was obviously, Photography.

The sun ray

Up to the water Tank

View from the water tank

Actually, there are thousands of photos I took but I will only show this. I still remember the day I hang out with my dearest people from evening to early morning. We wait till the sun rise and took the pictures of the sun. So lovable. I miss them. I miss my dearest people.

Besides, when I was alone in the room, instead of studying, I rather playing with my makeup stuffs. Like seriously, I have a lot of makeup stuffs during my Campus life. I play with those makeup and change my face. I was also so obsessed with wigs. Damn.

Goth?wth

Fairies?

Look what I've done to myself. Omy God. Obviously, I am a good looking woman but people tend to judge me, like "you are only pretty because of makeup" yeah right. Whatever. I have a lot photos wearing makeup and wig but I cannot find it right now. Might be, I will be posting it on the next post. Hahaha.

I thought life going to be simple and easy after I finished studying. I thought I will have more times to do things I fond of after working. But things didn't go as planned. LOL.

Now, I see myself as a hectic young woman who work hard to earn for a living. I don't have enough time for myself. But I am too devastated to complaint.

I somehow miss the old me. Who was so positive, living simply with whatever I have (never demanding more than I can afford), I can trust myself and my own ability, never give up easily, and have very clear plan about my future. :(

I had gone too far from the path I should live with.
But Life goes on. *sighed.