21 January 2015,
12.38 PM
The sky look gloomy since few days ago.
Just as gloomy as my heart. I hate pretending that I'm currently having a good day when actually, I am not. This is just the 21st day after New Year and I already felt so miserable.
Like you know,
Too many people told me life is like a bicycle. In order to keep on moving, I have to keep on cycling. But, each person has different capabilities. And my strength and courage to continue facing every obstacles is not enough, I guess so. I am not strong enough to face things that ruining my day or even my life, especially when I have to go through it alone.
On this 3rd week of January, I admit that I am such a loser.
I get angry over things I cannot handle.
I took the wrong opportunity. I get upset for things I cannot solve.
Damn.
I need time to recover and to get back my sanity.
I lost interest in everything. Almost everything. I spend my day thinking on how to go on with life.
I used to love going to work and wait for the end of the month for my payslip.
But recently I am not in the mood of working. I hate the struggle of going to work.
I hope this is just a temporary miserable situation.
Should I pray for salvation?
*sighed*
12.38 PM
The sky look gloomy since few days ago.
Just as gloomy as my heart. I hate pretending that I'm currently having a good day when actually, I am not. This is just the 21st day after New Year and I already felt so miserable.
Like you know,
Too many people told me life is like a bicycle. In order to keep on moving, I have to keep on cycling. But, each person has different capabilities. And my strength and courage to continue facing every obstacles is not enough, I guess so. I am not strong enough to face things that ruining my day or even my life, especially when I have to go through it alone.
On this 3rd week of January, I admit that I am such a loser.
I get angry over things I cannot handle.
I took the wrong opportunity. I get upset for things I cannot solve.
Damn.
I need time to recover and to get back my sanity.
I lost interest in everything. Almost everything. I spend my day thinking on how to go on with life.
I used to love going to work and wait for the end of the month for my payslip.
But recently I am not in the mood of working. I hate the struggle of going to work.
I hope this is just a temporary miserable situation.
Should I pray for salvation?
*sighed*
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