Life Goes On. Move On.

Recently, I realized that I am being so denial. I am in the state of delusional. I've been struggling and thinking too much.

I am in the middle of new life path. I am struggling to find another career path for me. In which, I guess I have failed it. There are times when I almost nailed it. I am very sure that I can have it. But in the end, everything remain silence. I am putting myself in a risky relationship that I am struggling to keep. And go on. But at the same time, I have the thought that I have to start reminiscing back about it.

I am a paranoid.

But how If I am actually not and everything that I am afraid to be happen, will happened sooner?