The day I started to recall back and re-counting my blessings

Sometimes I think I have being so immature for thinking too much about other's opinion about me and get upset. :/

I'm getting upset over small things in which whenever I recall back about it, I felt regretted.

When I was still in my campus, my life was so limited that I cannot get everything that I want. I always wish that I will finished 4 years course faster because I  want to get job as soon as possible. I promised to myself that anything can be, as long as I can afford myself and helping my family a bit.

Then, in no time after I grad, God grant my wishes and I got job even before I was officially graduated. Because there's a god's word mentioned in the holy bible, "ask and thou shall be given". Ask and you will be given.

But what happened next, I started to complaint. I started to think that things happened not based on what I wanted. Then I started to feel down and giving up.

Fortunately, I am somekind of person who doesn't like to take action based on emotion except when I was sure that I can handle the consequences. I tried to calm down and recalled back everything that made me in this situation, at the first place.

So, whenever I started to give up, I tend to remind myself about what I already promised to myself before this.

By the end of the day, all I did is to calm down and start counting every blessings that I have.

God bless.

Regards,
Diana