"The Mean Society"

" Don't tell me that inner beauty is more important than outer beauty, because in this society, it isn't. No one gives you the chance to show them your inner beauty if you aren't beautiful on the outside"

This post is not about complaining. This is about expressing the feeling toward the 'mean society' that darken some people's life for so many many years, and for sure, I am one of the pitiful living things. 

Once upon a time, I live in my own fairy tale where I can be whatever I want and no matter how do I look, people will always appreciating my existence, my self. But then, time passing by when I grew up to become a typical teen, that was the time when I realize, you should have the 'look' I mean a wonderful look if you want the society to accept you. My teen life is not as wonderful as I wish I can have during my childhood, due to my imperfections. Nobody interested to know you, how good you are, how beautiful your inner self... when you don't have a perfect appearance. When you don't have a beautiful face.

I've spent my teen life wishing that I was someone else. Spending the years struggling to survive within this mean society. Spending my teen life to fight to get back my self-esteem due to overly being humiliated by the mean society. For real,my self esteem had reached its expired date, since long long time ago. 

Being an adult is when I realized, I shouldn't blame myself for every imperfections that I had. And not blaming God for not showing His guidance towards the hard years I had. I don't blame some people who stop having faith, because I knew exactly how does it feel to become pitiful and everybody hates you and losing your confident. But trust me, life might getting better if you are strong and keep holding on with your faith with Him,that one day you'll be better.

They are the Mean Society who spent their life judging on other's imperfections. Then I made my mind to let them be. Those who are in my team, ( I mean the pity people who being humiliated for our imperfection) carry on living. Remember, not everybody can accept us for who and what we are. It was a lie, If I said I don't want to be pretty. But we were created for purpose ( That was what I had been told by someone before this). Someday somehow, someone will love you just the way you are. Beauty is on the eye of the beholder. If he didn't see you beautiful, then he is surely a fcuking wrong guy. :D

Just love yourself. If you think nobody loves you, think about me, I love you. 

Regards,

Diana Erika Phillip