New Working Experiences.

Today is the 3rd Official day I am working,

Our office in Kuching had already officially opened on 17th of October 2015.

New working experiences,new peoples and new company. I already pray hard before that everything will turn out better, when I am here. :)

However, things are not meant to be as smooth as I thought. :(
I have to face someone who keep on downgrading me and think that I can't do anything.


I'm trying my best to deal nicely with him.
I'm trying to not be over sensitive and try to assume that this is just a trial for me. :)

Hopefully, things will get better soon.

God bless me.

The struggle is real

So many times I had to remind myself to keep calm and to keep on going on with my life.
I hate dealing with life issues. But now I have to and I have nobody here to help me.
I have to do everything on my own.

Second day in new place, I just spent my time looking for place to rent. I am not really comfortable in my current place due to privacy issues. I choose to move to another place next month.
Sometimes when I re-think about my life, I feel like I am working just to finish back my money on paying bills.

I feel stupid.
I  don't know If I am happy or not here.

If I am not happy, I'll move on,

Everything that make me feel uneasy, I will just leave it. Life is too short to keep on doing things I don't like.

Either it is a work life or Love issue, I decided to just leave it and move on if I continuously being unhappy with it. Try me.