19 January 2015,
It's just 19 days after new year. And I already feel losing my momentum to go on.
I have the anxiety to face tomorrow. I am afraid of bad news. I am afraid of unfulfilled wishes.
I learnt that not everything happened according to plan. Like, I am hoping I can work in better Prpject with a new company, but end up staying in the same project. I always see myself 2 years ahead. And I am so afraid of failure.
I want to kneel and pray but It's been a while since the last time I did that.
Do you think God still care for me?
Diana
