I will be here

Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I... I will be here
If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
'Cause I... I will be here

I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to crying
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
'Cause I will be here

Tomorrow morning if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I... I will be here
As sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
So I... I will be here

I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here, hmmm

I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me

And just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
So I... I will be here
We'll be together
I will be here

Hello 2016!!! May this year Bring prosperity to us.

Hello there,
It's been a while since the last time I wrote something on this blog. :D

It's already February. I am supposed to wrote something since January but I am just busy.
Besides, my laptop have some major problems with it's keyboard. Annoying much. hehehe


2016.

I have decided to change myself a lot within this year.
I am 26 this year. I have decided to change myself into someone better this year (lol).

First, attitude.
I need to control my attitude. Stop complaining too much. Motivate myself to be more positive. :D

Next is appearance.
I have decided to re-construct back everything.

Then the most important.
To have a serious relationship only.
Never waste time to be with people who doesn't worth my time.
I only want a serious relationship. :)


That's all for now.

Diana

I moved to another house....

And so,
After a hectic week, I moved to another place at Tabuan Jaya area, about 1.7km from my workplace. :D

I arrived here since last night.:)

Now, I have a little space of my own. Hehehehe.
This place is nice. I feel like home. I can cook,can do laundry and so on. I am no longer need to wait for my turn to take shower since my bedroom have attached shower. There is also park just opposite the house. I am very excited since I am on my way to reduce my weight.
I will start planning time to exercise.


And in order to reduce cost, I also cooks here.I will buy groceries soon after I get my car. :D
I can choose what I want to eat. The easiest menu shall be vegetables. And fish maybe. Hehehehe.


I will try my best to adapt myself in this place.:D

New Working Experiences.

Today is the 3rd Official day I am working,

Our office in Kuching had already officially opened on 17th of October 2015.

New working experiences,new peoples and new company. I already pray hard before that everything will turn out better, when I am here. :)

However, things are not meant to be as smooth as I thought. :(
I have to face someone who keep on downgrading me and think that I can't do anything.


I'm trying my best to deal nicely with him.
I'm trying to not be over sensitive and try to assume that this is just a trial for me. :)

Hopefully, things will get better soon.

God bless me.

The struggle is real

So many times I had to remind myself to keep calm and to keep on going on with my life.
I hate dealing with life issues. But now I have to and I have nobody here to help me.
I have to do everything on my own.

Second day in new place, I just spent my time looking for place to rent. I am not really comfortable in my current place due to privacy issues. I choose to move to another place next month.
Sometimes when I re-think about my life, I feel like I am working just to finish back my money on paying bills.

I feel stupid.
I  don't know If I am happy or not here.

If I am not happy, I'll move on,

Everything that make me feel uneasy, I will just leave it. Life is too short to keep on doing things I don't like.

Either it is a work life or Love issue, I decided to just leave it and move on if I continuously being unhappy with it. Try me. 

Auld Lang Syne....

The time is near for me to bid adieu.
I got mixed feelings but I know, no matter what, I have to face it.

This is just a process for me to grow. And to learn how to live and survive. Everything happened for reason. And I hope this time, it is for good.

People always told me, improve yourself before I'm old. I am always worrying that I will not do something beneficial for myself.

I get nervous going into that new place.
What should I do in the beginning? How to impress my new employer? Can I do the task given?

I am worrying too much.
I just hope that everything will be fine in the end.

God bless me for my next journey.

xoxo,
Diana

The Last Goodbye.

I saw the light fade from the sky
On the wind I heard a sigh
As the snowflakes cover
My fallen brothers
I will say this last goodbye

Night is now falling
So ends this day
The road is now calling
And I must away

Over hill and under tree
Through lands where never light
has shone
By silver streams that
run down to the sea

Under cloud, beneath the stars
Over snow and winter's morn
I turn at last to paths that lead home

And though where the road then takes me,
I cannot tell
We came all this way
But now comes the day
To bid you farewell

Many places I have been
Many sorrows I have seen
But I don't regret
Nor will I forget
All who took that road with me

Night is now falling
So ends this day
The road is now calling
And I must away

Over hill, and under tree
Through lands where
never light has shone
By silver streams that
run down to the sea

To these memories I will hold
With your blessing I will go
To turn at last to paths that lead home

And though where the road then takes me,
I cannot tell
We came all this way
But now comes the day
To bid you farewell

I bid you all a very fond farewell